duh gw bgung d sma nykb gw...mkin lma mkin anh...nuntut ny ini itu, ada stu hal yg slalu gw tutupin, tpi seakan2 dya taw klo gw ge boong...gw bgung hrus gmn...
gw dh cba bwt bertahan..tpi SULIT.....huh
smua udh terlanjur, dh susah klo hrus nurutin apa yg dia maw...grrrrr
msa tdi gw bca novel yg judul ny backstreet aj dy blg gw bca bku ng bnr..apa coba?? gmn gw ng naek pitam....itu kan cma novel, hrus berpa kli si gw ngmg ke nykb, klo gw ini ank bae2...gw jga ng mgkin mcem2...nilai gw bgus, gw jrg pgi ma tmn2, gw selalu bersha bwt selalu nurut...tpi ttp aj gw slslu dislhin....gw cma blg kmrn gw pgn bli sesuatu, trus dy lsg ngoceh...gw dblg bnyk gaya lah, trus dy blg mstinya gw mkir SEKOLAH SEKLOAH N SEKOLAH...pdhl kan gw jga ank mda yg btuh refreshing...wjar donk?????zzzzz
lgan spa jga yg maw mnta duit sma dy....gw jga taw dri...klo maw bli ap2 gw nabung....tpi knp usha gw ng pna dihargain...maw nilai gw bgus jga lu cma bilah..."ooohhh"...gmn ng ksel cba. kadang ngliad tmn gw klo niliny bgus psti lsg dibeliin sesuatu...grrr...gw si ng mnta dibeliin apa2, tp stdkny lu appreciate donk ma usha gw....NGERTI NG SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII??????????????????
gw emg cma seorg ank, tp kan gw jga pnya btas kesbaran...gmn ng ksel cba, gw cma nanya aj, diblesin ny nyolot bngt...giliran gw nyolot blik, dy mlah blg, "udh ng sah ngmg lgi", trus diemin gw ampe bbrp hri....gmn ng ksel?...huh
sbar"...tp smpe kpn yh hrus sbar...????
perasaan gw slama ini slalu brsaha nurut....msa ampe skrg ng sdar si klo gw ckup nurut dibndg ank2 laen...perasaan gw ng pna anh2, tpi slalu aj di slhin...pdhl kan dy jga prnh muda, tpi knp ng bsa ngertiin gw sdkt pun???huh....TT
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