Thank you

Thank you
For teaching me wrong form right and encouraging me to keep my dreams in sight.
For showing me to not let obstacles keep me down
And for creating a smile from of my frown
For saying that you care about me
And for showing just how special love should be
For wipping my tears away when i'm feling sad
And for calming me down when i tend to get mad
For helping others with the good that you do
And for teaching me that i should help others too
For hugging me when i am feeling blue
and whispering into my ear "i love you"
Thank you family, for all that you do
I don't know where i would be if it weren't for you.......

\Grrrrr

duh gw bgung d sma nykb gw...mkin lma mkin anh...nuntut ny ini itu, ada stu hal yg slalu gw tutupin, tpi seakan2 dya taw klo gw ge boong...gw bgung hrus gmn...
gw dh cba bwt bertahan..tpi SULIT.....huh
smua udh terlanjur, dh susah klo hrus nurutin apa yg dia maw...grrrrr

msa tdi gw bca novel yg judul ny backstreet aj dy blg gw bca bku ng bnr..apa coba?? gmn gw ng naek pitam....itu kan cma novel, hrus berpa kli si gw ngmg ke nykb, klo gw ini ank bae2...gw jga ng mgkin mcem2...nilai gw bgus, gw jrg pgi ma tmn2, gw selalu bersha bwt selalu nurut...tpi ttp aj gw slslu dislhin....gw cma blg kmrn gw pgn bli sesuatu, trus dy lsg ngoceh...gw dblg bnyk gaya lah, trus dy blg mstinya gw mkir SEKOLAH SEKLOAH N SEKOLAH...pdhl kan gw jga ank mda yg btuh refreshing...wjar donk?????zzzzz
lgan spa jga yg maw mnta duit sma dy....gw jga taw dri...klo maw bli ap2 gw nabung....tpi knp usha gw ng pna dihargain...maw nilai gw bgus jga lu cma bilah..."ooohhh"...gmn ng ksel cba. kadang ngliad tmn gw klo niliny bgus psti lsg dibeliin sesuatu...grrr...gw si ng mnta dibeliin apa2, tp stdkny lu appreciate donk ma usha gw....NGERTI NG SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII??????????????????

gw emg cma seorg ank, tp kan gw jga pnya btas kesbaran...gmn ng ksel cba, gw cma nanya aj, diblesin ny nyolot bngt...giliran gw nyolot blik, dy mlah blg, "udh ng sah ngmg lgi", trus diemin gw ampe bbrp hri....gmn ng ksel?...huh
sbar"...tp smpe kpn yh hrus sbar...????
perasaan gw slama ini slalu brsaha nurut....msa ampe skrg ng sdar si klo gw ckup nurut dibndg ank2 laen...perasaan gw ng pna anh2, tpi slalu aj di slhin...pdhl kan dy jga prnh muda, tpi knp ng bsa ngertiin gw sdkt pun???huh....TT

foto"

ini fto" wktu lgi di ruang tunggu m2s..haha, cma rda gelap tmpt ny...jdi gtu d fotony..haha, tp si kyny bkan gr2 chaya, emg laptop natan aj yg butut...lol





oo, iy...gw anh d sama natan..msa abis nonton bru ke ruang tnggu, mstinya kan sblm nonton..haha, swt"








yang foto ini kya ge msk tv, cma antena nya lgi rusak, jdi kaya gni d...haha

"watcha say" by jason derulo

Wha- wha- what did she say
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is

[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 2]
How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you we're meant to be together

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Bridge]
Girl, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right, girl
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right

[Hook]
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby watcha say!

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

bingung, kesel, marah, sneng, gembira, smua jdi 1....=(

ng taw maw mlai dri mn, intinya gw msi ksel...ksel ma klakuan u yg mkin anh,mkin nybelin, n mkin tmbh gw bt tiap hri. gw ng ngerti jlan pkiran lu, kdang lu terlalu ngeremehin n slalu brsha menghindar dri mslah yg ad..yg ad lu cma bkin gw tmbh ykin >.<

udh ah cpe bhas itu smua..percuma jga klo gw ngmg ampe berbusa, toh tuh org ng ska klo di crmahin..y kan???

oh ya, tdi ul kmia gw bsa lho....lalalalala, gw pkir gw bkal jlk lgi, tp ternyta x ini sukses...haha, oh iy..tdi pak sabam jg ng msuk, ng jdi ambil nilai lari d...asik2
tp si jeles rda dudud, dy mlah mkir klo pak sabam ada di lap bnteng..ng taw ny pas kita smua ke sna...ng da pak sabmny..huh, taw gtu mstinya ngadem d kls aj..xp

abis itu td dri jem ke 6 mpe plg, rapt triwulan..untg smua berjln tnpa kendala..wkkk, trus mnggu dpn, snin slasa n rabu..saya LIBUR lho..haha, bhagianya jdi ank kls 10..XD

udh ah ng maw bt2 lgi...skrg maw dgrin lgu jason derulo , "watcha say"..haha

RIP Bibin

huaaa..tdi gw dh ke husada bin buat liat lu trkhir x ny..prtma tkut bngd maw msk ruang mayat, tp gw pgen bngd liat lu bwt yg trkhir, huh
mka lu ng brubah..msi sma kya yg bibin gw knal dlu, cma pipi lu sdkt tmbem,haha, mgkn gr2 formalin..bin, mga2 lu tnang yh d sna, sma kya wjud lu tdi...diam n tng tnpa beban..hei2, gw msi ingd lu wktu dlu kita shbatan, wktu lu mksa gw bwt msk p2, wktu lu nmnin gw di 6a pas gw ge ist, nmnin gw pas wktu gw bru ptus ma tommy...ingd ng bin???
trus gw jg ingd wktu kita bernatem cm gr2 hal itu, berntm gr2 kel snam, gw ingd bngd smua kat2 kasar lu ke gw..gw ng taw np lu bsa berubah ky gtu, tp mngkn emg gw yg terlalu egois ma dri gw ndiri..maaf yh bwt smuany, mngkin gw terlalu gengsi, mpe ng bsa mnta maaf ma lu...dri mlm gw bca sms dri lu yg trkhir x ny...28 agust 2008, dh lma bngt yh bin trnyt kita ng da contact!! tiap x pa2 san di skul kita jga ng prnh nyapa, sma skli kya ng knal....tpi gw taw kok bin sbnrny lu msi igd klo gw prnh jdi shbt lu.

oo,iy
wkt mlm taon bru mren gw sdih bngddd...soalny mpe akhir taon itu gw msi lom bisa baean ma lu, trus gw crt ke vivian..gw crt klo gw sgd berhrp di taon 2010, gw bkal baean...lma bngd bin gw nggu buat bsa baean, saat itu gw cma ingd bhwa smua yg indh pati tepat pada wktuny...tp smlm gw mkir, justru krn trus ditunda smua jdi terlambat, sking lma nungguny lu keburu pergi...huhhhh
gw emg slh, mstiny gw ng hanya berharap supaya lu yg mnta maaf, mstiny gw yg bertindak dlu...huhu, maap yh bwt smuany...
gw psti bkal kgen bngd ma suara sinis lu...xp
GBU

ng bsa tdur...

Huaa..mlm in susah bngd bwt tdr..mata dh cpe, tp pkiran gw msi aj muter sna sni..
Gw msi ng prcy ma ap yg dh terjdi, trlalu cpt..gw brhrp smua on cma mimpi, n bgtu bsk gw bgun,smua msi kya kmrn..

Knp y wktu itu pershbtn kta cma tahan setaon lbh?
Tp bnyk bngd knangan yg ng bsa gw lpain...
Berat bngd rasany bwt lpain perkataan lu yg tjem k gw, susah bngd bwt lpain nma lu dri memori otak gw..
Gw hrus gmn??
Ksi tau gw!!!!!!!huh..

Gw cma berhrp di sna lu akn baik" aj..Gbu my old friend.. RIP Kevin Grion (bibin)..